Let’s try this again.

Everything that’s happened over the last year has left me so raw, and so upset that when I revisit any of the hurt, or frustration, I’m right back where I started. I’m as upset as I was in the middle of everything, I’m as hurt as I was, I’m as depressed as I was.

All it takes is just one thing.

…

This postition is untenable. It has to be untenable. There’s no way that this can go on indefinately.

Something’s got to give.